Hey no judgment here homie! As a former (always recovering) liquid addict i completely understand and applaud the effort. It takes a lot. Ive been sober for 25+yrs and not a day goes by that i dont think about it. So you got it bro! It's worth it. Didn't mean to pry.I took it upon myself to quit drinking......or lose a relationship , It's been good so far.......got into coin collecting.